As an Indian-American girl, my relationship with my parents has been a BUMPY rollercoaster ride, to say the least. In particular, my relationship with my father fluctuated greatly throughout the years. Despite having my differences with him, Papa Kode said something the other day that I will forever cherish.
A few weeks ago, I found out that one relative was shit talking me behind my back. It is almost impossible to keep things a secret in Indian families, so her words eventually reached my amazing ears. When I first heard what she had been yapping, I couldn’t help but laugh because a) none of it was true (obviously) and b) she stooped so low that it actually was purely comedic.
I responded to that in a rather impulsive and selfish way, but I wanted my Dad to know so I could gauge how he’d react. So, I casually dropped this news during lunch the other day and my dad was just in complete shock – he had no idea. I guess her words never reached him.
After intently listening to our gossip queen spill the tea, Papa Kode said the following words:
“I don’t care what these people think of you Esha Amma. I trust you, I know you, and that’s all that matters.”
#GirlDad.
Hearing Papa Kode say those words had my childhood self SCREAMING and BEAMING with happiness. I didn’t give a rat’s ass about what some lame desi auntie was saying, but I did give A LOT of shits about what my parents were thinking. Now, if my dad had chosen to believe that rando over me, then I would’ve simply cocooned into my cave and moved on with my life knowing that my parents don’t know anything about me. However, considering that he did not, in fact, choose a rando over me, made all the difference in helping me re-shift my childhood opinion of my own father.
You see, the reason why this is so groundbreakingly amazing is because our culture is hellbent on letting society dictate the way we view ourselves and approach the world. People pleasing is so deeply rooted in our culture that it’s not something that I can just teach my parents about – it’s something that they themselves have to be willing to see and understand. Therefore, when that auntie said “negative” things about our family, specifically the Indian daughter who’s utter purpose in life is supposedly to people please her entire existence, I thought the situation would unfold more as a dramatic Bollywood film. To my surprise, there was a major plot twist. For that, I am grateful and in fact, proud of Papa Kode for being a #GirlDad.
Let’s try to figure out what the phrase ‘Girl Dad’ even implies:
For starters, Fatherhood is not talked about nearly as much as Motherhood. We expect mothers to be mothers, so we don’t necessarily value the idea of motherhood as much as we probably should. On the other hand, when we think of a man, we don’t automatically equate his worth to his role as a father. In fact, when we see a man being a great dad, we’re almost taken aback, as if we’re collectively surprised that a father is….well, fathering. We revere fathers and downplay mothers, but I digress.
According to The Dad, here’s what being a ‘Girl Dad’ means:
“Being a girl dad is about working to make the world better for you girls…..There’s nothing we could teach to our sons that we can’t teach to our daughters, but there’s a lot that our daughters can teach us. We recognize the importance of raising strong, independent women. We also recognize that there are stigmas, stereotypes, and inequalities that exist that stand in the way of our daughters being whatever they want to be, and it’s our job to help knock those down.”
I do want to note that it’s also important that being a ‘Boy Dad’ is equally important because young boys are also suffering with the pressures that come with the idea of ‘being man enough.’ Just parenthood in general ya’ll….there are so many ways to screw us up. I digress again – apologies.
I want to end this by saying that I am proud of Nanna for being a kickass #GirlDad the other day. I hope that we can reach a point where all parents are rooting for all of their kids. I also hope that we as a society reach a point where we can offer support to all parents/caretakers/guardians to help them become emotionally mature adults so that they can raise emotionally mature children in a safe, nurturing environment.❣️